Reunion at the Childhood Playground

You dreamt that you were living in the same place as you did in Hamburg, in the same apartment with your late mother and younger sister. You all went to the shopping center and on the way back to the apartment, you wanted to get a head covering because you felt your hair looked old. Your mother and sister wanted to change clothes. You met your best friend, who suggested going to the playground where you used to meet as children. She missed you because she hadn't seen you in a long time, just like in the dream where you had moved away in real life. Everyone looked as they did when you were kids. You asked your friend if she still lived in the same place, not knowing because you had moved in real life. She said yes, and you thought she was now an adult. Her mother, who used to be friends with yours, was waiting at the playground with everyone else to see you again. Your mother was acting foolishly, not wanting to go to the playground. You were angry and pressured her to go, but it was getting late and it looked like rain. You knew that everyone would no longer be there. In your childhood room, you expressed your anger towards your mother, mentioning that your future husband would have been happy to see you because he loved you since you were a child. Your mother agreed, making inappropriate remarks about him having an orgasm when seeing you, which made you uncomfortable as he is your husband and it felt like incestuous behavior. Your mother was proud and laughed like a witch, revealing that she had forbidden contact between you and your husband in the past.

This dream reflects your longing for the past, the desire to reconnect with childhood memories, and the unease you may feel about boundaries and inappropriate behavior within your family dynamics.